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Oho it’s been few months I haven’t made any critically paintings. I want to, but I think I’m gonna do my painting again next year, not this rest of yeahhr. No particular reasoning, but on the late months I made many paintings continuously(okaahhyy not that ‘many’ but “many” what I really mean bahaha) and it really waste my creativity for now. You see, my creativity is periodic, so if I made some paintings on this month, I might not make anything on the next month. But, I don’t want to be 100% unproductive in making something, so I decided to learn more about photography. Haha seems so trendy doesn’t it? But heck no, I’m not following that latest ‘photographer-wannabe’ trend but I’m really interested in that thing. Actually before it became like ‘everyone is photographer’, I’ve been interested in photography, when I was in junior as I remember, but yeah as a silly teenager at that time I didn’t take any of my interests seriously. So when I already understood about ‘how important to give your interest a special attention’, and I wanted to capture things beautifully with my camera, It suddenly became like a blast, like a hype trend and everyone became a photographer. I didn’t want people thought that I’m ‘fotografer ecek-ecek’ and just a follower, so I didn’t do that but still I love to see good pictures. But now, my eyes are clearly opened, if it’s really my passion, there should be nothing can push me not to do that. So I start from the scratch now, I know I’m not a super one, there are many better photographers than me but I’m sure everyone is special on their own. And so I am :)

smoke and cigarette

pakde

NB : I really love this T because the tag on the shirt : the creation of beauty is art. whoaaa cool.