because time keeps on going without any stops

These few days in 2010 ran like the other one in previous year, and I haven’t seen anything new yet. But, I still have some wishes that I’ll discover something new someday. By the way, I don’t have any passions to write these days, it feels like easier to share my feelings and thoughts by paintings or photographs, and it’s hard for me to combine words into something that you can read. I don’t know, maybe I lost my ability to talk in verbal, I keep on forgetting words, either in english and indonesia, and mandarinese, oh weird. I don’t want to, I think I have to re-learn those languages, I’m now much talking in malay language, melayu, since I’m now living in a town which has huge number of orang melayu. Mm, my mom is melayu actually, she was born in Pekanbaru you know. And my deceased dad was come from Medan. So you can imagine that, huh?

Well, I don’t know what I’m going to type more, because I’ve told you this’s hard, and my eyes are tired of seeing my laptop screen, oh my am I getting that old? I’m only 17, errr almost 18, and my brain seems like too tired to do something. Even to think. Okay, and I’m going pointless. I apologize. Hhhhhh, It’s better if I post my works and stop mumbling.  

(fisherman. madong, tanjungpinang)